my catharsis

Not like this is my personal catharsis or anything...

.. OF COURSE IT FUCKING WELL IS.. IF YOU THOUGHT I WROTE MUSIC FOR ANY OTHER REASON THEN YOU ARE A FUCKING MORON.

So.

Tonight's FULL TRACK (that's right, kids, I managed to finish one...) PROMO IS:

Freak - DeathBoy

( lyrics follow )

good things

I know I'm particularly guilty of posting while either fucking immensely depressed or stupidly high.... however...

There's lots of *SHITE* stuff about LJ.

It can be so awfully incestuous and bitchy and shitty...

BUT...

I just want to say a fucking great THANK YOU to a big fucking bunch of people, particularly the needler and the wonderful cordee (and yeah, a million other people because I KNOW I don't reply to most posts... I'm a fucking loser and appologise profusely, but right now I'm shitfaced and just focussing on the most recent people).

When your major point of contact for most life is the net...

.. and you've got such fucking ace friends as ... well, as I consider myself to have.

Well, stuff's *good*.

And I feel good... and I feel happier and it makes me smile and I love the fuck out of the lot of you.

I know I don't reply to all posts and I know I post a lot of depressive shit because, well, fuck you, this is MY fucking journal, and I WILL do that...

... but when I've felt like shit and said something on LJ, I can't begin to express how much better I feel because people *give a fuck*.

Bollocks to friends lists and all the general net shite... the people that have been good enough to say nice stuff when I've been low have really made a difference and I really appreciate it.

thankya all **shitloads**.

you make stuff better.

:)

FUCKING webserver

fucking thing bluescreened last night some time...

s'back up now.

also, it seems that while I have got the hang of EQing my vocals correctly on this current pair of headphones... I HAVE WRITTEN A TRACK WITHOUT A BOWEL-RUMBLING BASSLINE!

SHIT!

I'm half-tempted to put one in the fucking thing, but, in keeping with my general attitude of "Bollocks. It's finished, so it stays the way it is", I'm not going to.

Also, I have a hangover the like of which GOD would fear.

Half a litre of vodka, anyone?

bleh....

testy testy

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