rrrr.

Still fuck-arsed, still very VERY tired (I hear it's normal that the day you slept the whole fucking time, you feel WORSE)...

Still yet to download my cameraphone or indeed my mind.

Missing the motherfuckingHELL out of the wonderful USAians and Canadabeasts.

Enjoying having time to chill out, but seeing my london life through very new eyes... noticing all the things in london life and circles that now seem so tiny and insular now I've seen a few other international cities, been made to feel like I belong in places where being outrageously friendly while under fire is absolutely doable, trecking to Wimbledon for today's business meeting and feeling more exhausted than driving to Montreal because I'm surrounded by asshats and not the Wonderful Ones...

I feel spoiled.

And so very glad for having had the opportunity.

I have a chilled weekend ahead, with little more than Zazz's party concrete in my mind... I need to meet up with ebonyraine somehow, but I have to say the idea of Slimes on saturday, given my newfound understanding of how People From Other Places Can Make Your Life Wonderful Because They Rule, makes me physically sick. I want to go and chill with my kickarse london mates, of which there are many, but Slimes is not their haven. I want the whole Canada Filthy Massive here to show them I can drink a metric fuck-tonne in two hours and NOT drop dead from the 'lag.

Frankly, I wish I'd not had to come back.

England is my home, and I do indeed love it, and London is my home, and I do indeed love it.

I want to spend time with the people I love... of which there are many and time is overdue...

... and I miss the fuck out of the USA-ians and Canadadadadadadistics...

... and I no longer am content living here.


I've... SEEN... things... you people... wouldn't believe.

Drinks... the size of your head.

Attack ships on fire... off the shores of Etienne's trousers...




LJ Is Not Life.

LIFE is Life... and out there for living.

Buy a fucking plane flight. It's worth every penny.

Go see some things, meet some people.

Have your mind blown.

I did.

The world is suddenly much bigger and much smaller all over again, and I'm all in love with a life I can never have and want forever... all over again.

Close your LJ page.

Open your eyes.

Hug the one you love.

CRY!

DANCE!

SCREAM!

DRINK!

SHAKE!

VIBRATE!



Live every second as if you're being scored for a test where the person judging you doesn't think that your city is the world!




There'll be a test.



;)