
Hrm.
Feeling a bit low today.
Not helped by monday's tune writing leading to tuesday spent working / dodging things because I was hungover and a bit slow to start despite quite a workload.
Followed by (unrelatedly) having something crop up that meant I was coding till 3am last night.
Aaaand, Liz has gone back home to visit her folks and hopefully return with a new car.
And Neil's done about a day's work on the walls and doesn't show signs of doing any more (if anyone can recommend or indeed DO the work of putting up walls, for the love of fuck tell me, I'm sick of waiting and willing to pay). The resultant mess / inability to really clean the house, lack of privacy, etc is really doing my head in.
Actually, you know, it was just after we touched down on return from Canada that I remembered the state the house was in, and that I would be returning to. That was depressing. I'm getting stressed about the house at the moment because there's so many things to organise, Cat and me are working our asses off on our day jobs, Cat's still owed cash by the people he works for so a few things can't go ahead till he sees it, and neither of us are in much of a state to split our attention any further.
Finally, we haven't yet (and can't for a bit...) bought a bath... and a good, long soak with a book would really untangle my nerves.
And, well, yeah, 'm still remembering the wonderful times I had last week (shit! it was only a week back...) and missing people, so... ya know.
Hrmph.
I need to cowboy the fuck up. Some comedy, perhaps, would be the feller.
On a positive note, I'm not letting a mopey wednesday affect me in anything more than a superficial way... I know I need to cheer up and am doing stuff to make that happen. Not the DeathBoy of old, eh? ;)