self marking

[deathboy]

Scott,

When you wake up tomorrow,

The mark on your arm is the love of you when you're drunk and euphoric.

There IS a message and a reason.

You have given up on yourself. You have been looking at your life as overdue, spent, playing catchup to *something*.

This is the future calling.

This is the future calling.

It's a big old world out there.

You're 27.

You're not doing so badly.

You do need to consolidate your position, but not in the way you're thinking.

This is the future calling.

You're still young and full of spunk.

You're still full of hate and fun and bile and destruction.

There is, still, NOTHING that can stop you.

You just need to remember that.

REMEMBER.

EVERY TIME YOU OPEN YOUR EYES, REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE.

KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

WE ARE THE END, SMILING.


When you wake up and read this, the message is this:

We're still young.

We can STILL do ANYTHING.

Absolutely nothing can stop us.

You needed a reason to make good on yourself.

Well, here you go - another burn - another scar that won't be gone in five years.

This one MEANS something.

WE CAN BE ANYTHING!

WE CAN BE EVERYTHING!

YOU ARE NOT SUDDENLY DEAD BECAUSE YOU'RE OLDER THAN YOU THOUGHT YOUR PRIME WAS.

YOU DO STILL BURN AND HATE AND FIRE AND FIGHT.

YOU ARE STILL A TWAT.

YOU STILL HAVE THE ABILITY TO CHANGE THE WORLD. YOURS AND EVERYONE ELSE'S.

NEVER GIVE UP.

NEVER STOP THINKING THAT THE NEXT BREATH YOU TAKE IS THE ONE THAT CHANGES THE WORLD.

WE WILL BE EVERYTHING WE WANT TO BE.

This is the future calling.

This is the future calling.

You've made a mess of yourself.

So now you have to take responsibility and make something good from the fuckup.

Rescue yourself.

Stop yourself falling.

This is the future calling.

This is the future calling.