WEIRD.

[deathboy]

For the first time in *months*, my MSN Messenger just managed to log in (it's on automatic, but has failed, inexplicably, for AGES now).

I don't know what made it stop working, and now I don't know what made it *start* again. How odd.

In other news, the not-smoking's getting to me.

Part cravings, part LUST for a lovely shining tube of dark, smoky goodness. I may not hold out masses longer.

Also, 'getting well geed up for the next two gigs... there's the Dark Trix Live one, this sunday, with Emoshun and Earth Loop Recall and the ULTRA ULTRA ULTRA hardcore SHEEP ON MOTHERFUCKING DRUGS gig May 3rd.

Staying off the booze and cigs, even if only for the week or less has helped me get a bit more energy and feel a little more clearly about what I'm up to... the band are sounding fucking BLINDING.

In a bizarre bout of positivity, I stayed up last night **coding** - I got my C and C++ skillxx0rx back out and started to dust off my old talents for a possible shift in career later in the year. All went well. Seems I didn't damage that many braincells after all. I am teh 1337.

Back to the gigs n that - the SoD gig is looking like if it doesn't sell out, it could be rather tight for tickets. Also, Frank's given me a bunch to shift *SO* if you want ticks, they're £10 each, free latest DeathBoy sampler and kayoot "ALL FUCKED UP / NOWHERE TO GO" badge. You save a few quid and guarantee you get in. If you're up for it, mail me.

Bearing in mind that the lineup is DeathBoy, Kat5can, DUST:Retox and Sheep on Drugs, if you *do* like our kind of music, this will be an absolute motherfucker of a night.

Anyways... journalling and whoring out of the way, I have some dayjob, DDR, coding and music to attend to.

Comments

[theinnocence.livejournal.com]

ah, the joys of trillian!
you must get it, you'll love it.

[nexus-six.livejournal.com]

Are you planning to come off the ciggies for good? If so, try getting a prescription for patches on the NHS - really helped me a lot when I quit last August!

You still want that Geforce3, by the way?

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[deathboy.livejournal.com]

Neh... was only planning for a week to begin with - they're much too much a part of my life. Basically, I have some plans of a regular-quitting... to make it easier and easier to stop, then at some point stop dead.

As for the card, so long as it turns up, I should finally have a replacement in the mail actually, matey, but muchos gracias. :)

[azekeil.livejournal.com]

Hey, lemme lend you some moral support on the ciggies front :) Good luck with it all, but make sure you're finding time to relax too in other ways :)

[theinnocence.livejournal.com]

don't give into the taunting little sticks of death!
send my package!
eat quid!

[sumnaa.livejournal.com]

do you know how many are left now?

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[deathboy.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure, I'm afraid - I'll hopefully check up with frank and see how it reckons it's going.

We'll be flyering camden heavily saturday and banging the online forums to advertise.

If the punters have any sense it should be a fucking corker :D

[sumnaa.livejournal.com]

should be. i have quite a lot of honchos coming down. see ya at the gig! I'm djing at sound until 8 so i'm gonna have to see ya backstage at some moment. let me know about the ticket sales. i want to know how much money ive made!!!

[silverfiligree.livejournal.com]

Don't give in yet, the cravings will pass after about a fortnight and it gets easier then.