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Mar. 10th, 2004
For a change
Mar. 10th, 2004 02:24 amInstead of getting all fucked up and hating at the sun...
I don't know if I've ever linked to this track explicitly, because I made it for Liz. I had it shared, and I've seen it doing the rounds on soulseek, etc, but I did it for Liz and so there was never really any need to advertise it. Heh. Knowing me, I made a post just like this a few years back, just as drunk as I am now and can't remember. Shit, I'm a wreck.
Anyway, for once in a long while, instead of being drunk and hateful, I'm drunk and... a soppy fucker, I guess. I'm drunk and I'm thinking of how much I love the crazy girl that puts up with my shit all the time. How, this evening, I explained what I'd been up to today, how I'd crashed some serious code out but still had lots to do, but really needed to get fucked up and write some music because... well, because that kind of thing happens to me, and I have to do it or I get really messy. And she knew, and she was cool and she smiled and let me go and do what I needed to.
So really I'm putting this here because, well, because I love this girl.
I did this cover as an anniversary thing for her a few years back. I'd been my usual lame self and forgotten shit. We lived apart at the time and she 'reminded me' before she came to visit. So I had chance to do something, to my mind, better than the whole flowers and chocolates gig. This track is, for me, the most wonderful love song I've ever heard. It's heart-rending and is just as likely to make me piss tears as smile, it says everything I've ever wanted to say to Liz and couldn't express in my own way, so I did my version so she knew how I felt.
The singing is, well, me singing. Not great, but well meant. I even saved the breakbeat for her. I'd heard it while previewing the sample CD about a year before and decided it was that ace I should use it for something really good. And, well, this seemed like the rainy day in question.
All the spite and venom I feel, all the things I want to beat the living fuck out of, and all the times that thing is me, this girl makes life wonderful. So I sang this song. Badly, but with love.
goreki - for liz
I don't know if I've ever linked to this track explicitly, because I made it for Liz. I had it shared, and I've seen it doing the rounds on soulseek, etc, but I did it for Liz and so there was never really any need to advertise it. Heh. Knowing me, I made a post just like this a few years back, just as drunk as I am now and can't remember. Shit, I'm a wreck.
Anyway, for once in a long while, instead of being drunk and hateful, I'm drunk and... a soppy fucker, I guess. I'm drunk and I'm thinking of how much I love the crazy girl that puts up with my shit all the time. How, this evening, I explained what I'd been up to today, how I'd crashed some serious code out but still had lots to do, but really needed to get fucked up and write some music because... well, because that kind of thing happens to me, and I have to do it or I get really messy. And she knew, and she was cool and she smiled and let me go and do what I needed to.
So really I'm putting this here because, well, because I love this girl.
I did this cover as an anniversary thing for her a few years back. I'd been my usual lame self and forgotten shit. We lived apart at the time and she 'reminded me' before she came to visit. So I had chance to do something, to my mind, better than the whole flowers and chocolates gig. This track is, for me, the most wonderful love song I've ever heard. It's heart-rending and is just as likely to make me piss tears as smile, it says everything I've ever wanted to say to Liz and couldn't express in my own way, so I did my version so she knew how I felt.
The singing is, well, me singing. Not great, but well meant. I even saved the breakbeat for her. I'd heard it while previewing the sample CD about a year before and decided it was that ace I should use it for something really good. And, well, this seemed like the rainy day in question.
All the spite and venom I feel, all the things I want to beat the living fuck out of, and all the times that thing is me, this girl makes life wonderful. So I sang this song. Badly, but with love.
goreki - for liz
I don't do this kind of game normally, but this trailer actually does make me want to play the game:
Battlefield Vietnam
Battlefield Vietnam