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Jesus.

Sometimes something just totally knocks the wind out of you and you're suddenly a kid again, wondering just exactly why nobody likes you, no matter what the hell you do.

Not Perf's post, the source of it.

So people still think of me like this.

Oh, how sweet.

I even wrote a song about it once.

---

So I was thinking
How great it must be
To wake up and know
You don't look like me

I was thinking
How it must all slip by
When UberKids think
You're easy on the eye

I was thinking
I shouldn't think so much
Coz all it does
Is cause me hurt

Stopped thinking
Let the braincells die
Not thinking
Makes me happier


EVERYTHING'S GOOD
If you know you're thin and wonderful
EVERYTHING'S FINE
If your skin is clear and your eyes are bright

EVERYTHING'S FUCKED
If you don't look good we're not going to love you
EVERYTHING DIES
And so should you if you're not pretty enough


So I've been drinking
And it kills the pain
For at least until
The sun comes up

Been sinking
Back into
The big black hole inside
That waits for me

I'd been daring
Let the skin grow soft
Let the bright ones dance
And burn my face

Stopped caring
Left my soul in the loft
Tried to drown my mind
So my life's not a waste


EVERYTHING'S GOOD
If you know you're thin and wonderful
EVERYTHING'S FINE
If your skin is clear and your eyes are bright

EVERYTHING'S FUCKED
If you don't look good we aren't going to love you
EVERYTHING DIES
And so should you if you're not pretty enough


It's past midnight
And I'm thinking again
This introspection's
Got me hooked

I see the skylight
That can ease the pain
Got to stop these thoughts
Before I'm fucked

Never got it right
Always been denied
Something in my manner
Gives me away

I'm still going to fight
For the child inside
Someone somewhere's
Got to pay


EVERYTHING'S GOOD
If you know you're thin and wonderful
EVERYTHING'S FINE
If your skin is clear and your eyes are bright

EVERYTHING'S FUCKED
If you don't look good we aren't going to love you
EVERYTHING DIES
And so should you if you're not pretty enough

---


God. For once, I'm .. pfft.

I'm too upset to know what to say.

I think I might go away for a while now.

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