deathboy | playing grownup

see the world around a glass
I'm playing grownup late at night
the aches, they used to make me smile
'meant I was alive

live inside and around each other
never let on how we suffer
I'd change the world for you
god knows you saved it for me

you know this isn't right...
I've half a mind to -
no, I've just half a mind.

oh, pay the bill,
this software has expired.

I shouldn't feel this old yet
my fingers numb and cold
so turn away
'cos I can't have you see me like this

Another night
another drink
another chance to feel
seventeen again.

put your hand into your pocket
so suprised at what you find
cut yourself on memory-knives and
smash your saviour;
never mind.